SicklyDevoted

Something somewhere inside of me tells me the truth but i'll never see the resons in actions reactions and lasting impressions and fasting faking and fucking playing their games breaking my back it drives me insane see girls girls what's all the fuss is all this trouble really a must? girls girls i don't mean to complain but it seems you're now my least favorite thing Well maybe I've never been good enough for anyone i've ever loved Completely inadequit when it comes down to it i must've done something right Yet i could be wrong but i've taken the steps and delt with the stress all to fall back on my- soar.

to what depth am i cast into what darkness makes this ocean mine what shore will my soul rest on where are the stars oh darkest night to you i lose my mind bound to the shore to sail with you no more still my heart rides high losing it to the storm my ocean my love my heart rides your wake breaking on the rocks bleeding for you blood for the tide for the waves and the night my heart loses stance escaping my glance my heart bleeds dry my actions reflected in your eyes the sadness stills and quells the tide but the sails sag empty... my boat is anchored, by the skys

I don't care anymore my feelings just aren't the same falling into dreams feels better than anything living my fantasy dieing repeatedly love you, he loves who? Finding you're fond of all of the same dumb things locked in a room he writes his mouth shut blockaid bitch has trouble with fists forward steps lead to a backward rest turned around sunset never comes down right but shining brightest before the end of the day sentorian tones filling the minds of the countless dead dieing rythem and fading sound the musics ending no more lines I'd rather die than tell you whats on my mind

How useless it is to grow to think....like I really want to know take a minute to learn the steps then change the beat and start again frustration at the crowd disappointed with yourself find a way to fill the seats try again and find it's been too too long since the last hit my mind's just not the same the sea has tarnished my skin to green and swimmming will never feel as tame as it it did when we were sane my apologies for the beast in me the resons that i can't yet explain i'm sorry for the way things have to be the sights that you have seen all alone and yet the seats are fuller when you're dead tragedy gives birth to me

I am what I am until I sell my soul to Sam Uncle's got a plan for the boys in the bags give a reason to hate the people that can relate now kids with guns clear the road as the men in the suits walk slowly with a plan take what you need leave the people on their knees soon we will turn our heads in anger and look to a so called leader fight for peace seems to me like we're fighting to breathe A word for all you people who think you know what's going on The message is clear but in case you didn't hear don't die to fast your lies won't last

I've heard no more than needed to know my mind is callasping yet I feel like taking a dip into the ocean into the sea into a dream it seems the people i've known and the faces from home all but forgotten as my body floats into the sea the cliffs seemed so much closer before the dive now I'm breaking the waves just find I'm nothing I'm not alive a floating body souless no need calling for the shore still i feel the water flowing through my lips deep in my lungs where the air has left downward downward body moves toward the rocky bottoms with the things that i've done and all that you know why get your cloths wet just stand and w

We did something but you should know we still love you and we still hope that if this brings a tear to your eye then you should know that we're still here and if this brings a tear to your eye then I will tell you my shoulder's free if this brings a tear to your eye please don't hide it away from me oh if this brings a tear to your eye please oh please just let it be if this brings a tear to your eye then you should know that tear's for me for we are happy we are free we still love you and we still breathe we are there now though we're gone we're still with you just not as much and we all hope that you still hold us c

the perfect song is something you relate to a lyric that connects you a wrong you never righted some hate you can confide in yes this perfect song goes out to all the heros all the lovers and the zeros people without meaning a loss for cause and hope depleating all for you the perfect song A song of sex and sorrow a verse for no tommarow another thought put into beat something that really moves your feet yes this prefect song

-words between my therapist and I- "Am I going somewhere?" "Of course you are, look all this stuff that's happen will soon be over. I'm sure you'll be fine" "Fine, you say theat a lot. hm ...What do I look foward to, when I really can't see anything" "You're not blind there's plenty of things right in front of you" "this table, you, the wall, what......my future? Way to dark....unpredictable how can you really know there's something there" "believe, hope...that's really all there is to it" "that helps" ~sarcasm~ -I say very little, the therepist later leaves, and I think- Behind me there are so many things behind me monsterous th